I hope if you are reading this you will bear with me as I share my thoughts. Lately, I have seen where several people have posted on facebook, on their blogs and in person to me that a true christian should always be positive. We should never vent, complain, or share anything that is not uplifting and encouraging.
I have had a couple of people come close to challenging me if I am saved even. Well, let me say this, first I am saved and I have peace with God so I honestly don't care if you think so, and second, I am not perfect. I try to live for God but none are perfect save God. I make mistakes, I have struggles and sometimes I make really bad mistakes. I try harder to not make them and I feel convicted and go to God alot faster than I did before salvation but I still mess up. Sometimes I vent, complain and cry. I try not to alot and I try to praise God and live for Him more but even when I mess up I am still saved and still living for Him.
I have talked to some of my friends about this who are really good Christians and some who are struggling Christians. The majority of them say that my struggles show them that it is okay to not be perfect, the thing is we should try our best with God's help and hope. One lady told me, that I encourage her cause it gives her hope to keep trying. I hope that I encourage more than I discourage. I love the Lord, I pray for me, my family, my friends, my church family, my missionaries and more. I read my bible and I try to grow. Now am I perfect no, I have struggles, one of my biggest is my mouth. I speak too fast and sometimes too often and sometimes I say stuff I wish I didn't. Pray for me, please. Someday I hope I with God's help will overcome, but until then I am going to keep on living for and serving God the best I can.
So, if you mess up, get up, ask God for forgiveness,pray, read your bible and try again. Someday we will win these battles when Jesus comes back to get us. Until then, I will just keep on serving my Jesus and prayerfully win more battles than I lose. Praying, you do too.